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16 years ago

Guess the main reason I haven't is that I don't want to be a wuss and complain, so I won't. But, all of you that have been through this know it isn't an enjoyable experience. Not sleeping is for me about the worst, well along with feeling like I am something that fell off a garbage truck and got run over.

Otherwise, a nice day in the 40's and maybe just a foot of snow left on most of the ground and we can even see the lawn in spots..Leone said she heard a robin yesterday, I certainly hope not, poor dumb thing the worms are going to be a little stiff if they could be found and I don't see any berries left even dried on any of the bushes. We have also heard that there was a vanguard of cranes in the area and apparently flew back out. That wouldn't be unusual there is far too much snow on the cornfields for them to gleam the fallen corn and I don't think the frogs would be available at the river so scratch that part of the diet.

Tried to watch the ceremonies at the Olympics last night but it drug on so long that we quit before the torch was lit. Sounds like there was a definite glitch when the torch was erected in the stadium. Must have been embarrassing plus the fact that that poor guy was killed on the luge trial run. What a way to put a damper on everything.

Leone went to town for ice cream sure helps with the extremely sore mouth now if I could just sleep or even nap. Quit complaining and do something maybe I'll forget what a mess I am.

Comments (25)

  • 16 years ago

    Hey..so glad you checked in even though you are feeling like a bunch of crapola right now. Ice cream is surely a wonder drug and I went through tons of it when I was on chemo. I'm sure you've tried everything under the sun to sleep and I'm so sorry nothing is working. The only thing that did it for me was taking big deep breaths and counting on the inhale and exhale. Never could make it to 25. I think about you every single day and keep hoping you are soon going to be over the "run over by a truck" feeling. A robin????

  • 16 years ago

    Thank you so much for homing in to the roost for awhile, George.

    It's just so good to hear you again!
    Hey, you don't need to be stoic, just give us the latest news---it doesn't have to be upbeat.

    I think it was Jan who made it clear that you belong to us and we belong to you, in so many words. They were spoken in truth and and I'm sure everyone here would back it.

    Sending much love and caring your way; KJ
    (Your name is mentioned every night before I say, "Amen.")

  • 16 years ago

    Thanks for showing your face at the forums today. I've checked numerous times each day to see if you've been here. Give Leone a squeeze for us and thank her for snitching.

  • 16 years ago

    Here something just went thump or as we say in Germany, a stone just fell off my heart.
    Glad that you feel like eating and it tastes like something, I hope. You definitely don't have to sound upbeat with us, gripe away, once in a while you need a sounding board. During the chemo time I wished I was an elephant, so that I could put my face and mouth in the filled bathtub and hang my trunk over the shower curtain rod to breathe.
    You are staying on the list on my candle.
    All my love to you and Leone.
    Anneliese

  • 16 years ago

    So wonderful to hear your voice again George! Yes, I know... it's not really spoken outloud, but I would swear, if I close my eyes and listen very carefully.... maybe it's with that inner voice that mother's use for their children, or that same inner hearing that helps me hear my grandfather's voice, even though he's long gone. I can hear every note. The accent, how each syllable is intoned, the deepness of it. The voice of a dear friend.... and it's music to my ears.
    Don't worry about complaining or whining to us. Lord knows, you've listened to all of our complaining & moaning over the years, and tried to lighten our loads. Just for a little while, why don't you let us try to do you the same favor?

  • 16 years ago

    It's so good to hear from you,you are in my thoughts each day. I hope you are soon feeling better. Please keep us informed even if it is not always positive.

  • 16 years ago

    George, you may feel like the garbage truck tossed you to the pavement and then ran over you, but just to see you posting does so much for so many of us! I know being stoic is your nature, but let us help by listening to some of your issues. As said above, you have certainly done that for so many of us. And Leone, please take care of yourself, also.

    Hugs and thankful prayers continue.

    Mary

    PS - Ice cream is certainly a potent "medicine". This RN highly suggests frequent use of such!

  • 16 years ago

    George, so glad to see you posting again. You might feel like your body is being ravaged, but I bet your wonderful brain is in full gear. Let's hear from you again.

  • 16 years ago

    Hey George, good to see your words. Ice cream is good for many things, comfort food. Guess the birds wanted to see what you were up to, a bit like this bunch.

  • 16 years ago

    So happy to see your post, George. You and Leone are in my thoughts every day, like Anneliese, I have a candle sending healing thoughts to those who need it.
    Spring is on it's way and things are going toget better all the time, love and blessings...

  • 16 years ago

    Mr. George, it is so good to see your words here. I hope that ice cream sent you off to dreamland. Your update and all of those beautifully worded replies above started my Sunday morning off right. Happy Valentines Day to you and Miss Leone.

  • 16 years ago

    So glad you posted. Not glad you feel Awful. Enjoy your ice cream. Maybe soon you will even enjoy it with some hot fudgde and whip cream.

  • 16 years ago

    Ice cream -- yes! I was such a faithful fan of Ben & Jerry's during my treatment that my multitudinous carton lids got me a free T-shirt.

    Thanks for keeping us posted.

  • 16 years ago

    George, it's so great to hear your "voice". You're not complaining, you're just venting! Please keep doing it.

    Ice cream is surely a wonderful medicine; glad it helps your mouth feel better.

    You and Leone are in my thoughts and prayers.

  • 16 years ago

    (Waving excitedly in your direction!)

    What the hey...how on earth did I miss this thread yesterday? On the other hand, coming across your post, George, is just about the best Valentine's Day gift!

    Ice cream and iced tea (no sweetener) always helped me when I felt puny. Anyway, I'm all for any excuse for having ice cream. Enjoy it!

    Karen

  • 16 years ago

    Oh, great day! You felt well enough and had the energy to post. Dang that garbage truck.

    I too check each day to see if there is a status update on you or if you had posted. Reading your words made me smile and give a Woop of joy.

    Please come when you can and there is no such thing as a complaint here. Thank Ms. Leone for snitching on you (you men and your pride, sheesch) and give her a hug. Make sure she gives you kisses as they have healing properties and snuggle with the kitties, as theyhave the same.

    You will stay in my prayers and thoughts, so hang in there.

    Peppi

  • 16 years ago

    Oh, it's so good to hear from you again! I hope you start feeling better soon. Hugs and sunflowers to you and Leone, you are both in my thoughts and prayers.

  • 16 years ago

    Thought I posted the other day. Dog must have been on my lap taking the keyboards place.

    Just a deep happy breath to hear you once again.

    Funny you should mention robins. The other day I got up and all the birds were acting bizarre, flitting from tree to bush to tree constantly. It was between blizzards so I thought foraging at first but they didn't stop to eat. Then a little while later I saw the same thing but this time it was all robins. Dozens and dozens of robins. I never see flocks of robins. Just the normal ones that come each spring. Odd.

  • 16 years ago

    I am happy to hear you and I missed you. Take good care of yourself.

    Yesterday, when got home from being out in the cold, the robins were up against the house (I assume looking for some warmth?). I've never seen that?! I told them they could stay as we went past to go inside, but they flew away anyhow. They are still all over the yard, searching through the not so thick snow. Our worms are likely to be frozen too, but maybe they all want popsicles.

    :)

    -Robin, not the bird

  • 16 years ago

    It is so good to hear from you. I (and some wonderful neighbors) dug out close to four feet of snow just so I could get to a computer and check how you were doing. Like others here, I think of you often and hope that you are feeling better.

    Meanwhile, let's all raise a spoonful of ice cream in honor of our Gandle!
    :)

  • 16 years ago

    Hear, Hear -- or is it Here, Here? Either way, I'll raise not only a spoonful of ice cream, but the whole darn dish!

  • 16 years ago

    No ice cream here. :o( But I'm having a tofu/pasta/black bean bowl of mish mash for dinner. So I'm raising a spoonful of that to George and Leone!

    Hey, this gives me the perfect excuse to go out for some ice cream. Yippee!

    Karen

  • 16 years ago

    "Pleasantness was the machismo of the Midwest. There was something athletic about it. You flex your face into a smile and let it hover there like the dare of a cat." (Lorrie Moore, Like Life)

    I read those words on the wall of a conference center in Milwaukee a few years ago and laughed so hard I had to write them down. Your post made me go dig them up. You are beautiful in your thorough midwestern-ness. :o)

    I am continuing to think of both of you daily, and wishing you the best.

  • 16 years ago

    George, what a delight and a relief to see your post.

    Sorry you're feeling as squished as Flat Stanley, but I know the iceceam will help with that feeling. I recommend Klondike bars.

    Thinking about you and sending thoughts of good health and Springtime soon to come your way.

  • 16 years ago

    George, Katrina got some aloe gel at the health food store.
    It really helped when she was having the radiation and her throat was in such bad shape. She also ate a lot of banana popsicles and boiled custard.

    If your cat stops entertaining you, I'll send Sassi to make you laugh. She's a hoot.

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