Have you ever tried too hard to get done? Basically, I'm using a flame thrower for all I do. Overwhelmed with work, school, buying a new house, remodeling every room in the new house, I keep giving everything 200%. Paranoia sets in and I think, "If I slack off on anything the domino effect will happen, and my whole life will go to heck in a handbasket!". Now don't get me wrong, I'm pleased as punch I can go and go because I have so much life experience and organizational skills with which to accomplish what I want. But it aint necessary. Last night's homework is a good example.
I have a legal writing class which I should've taken as a sophomore or so, but skipped over; it just couldn't be worked into the schedule. Looking back, it would've helped me in my constitutional issues class, writing memos at work, etc. The instructor gives us very little instruction because it's a sort of trial by fire, much like law school. He assigns work, grades it, gives it back, and tells you how to improve; the improved grade stands. Not a bad idea because some things just stick better or cannot be learned in any other way. At any rate, he gave us a "memo" and asked us to find out if his client could take the actions he wanted. It was our job to research TCA (Tennessee Code Annotated) to find the statute which fit his claims. I did that all right. So did everyone else. But everyone else stopped there. Dummy me found cases which tested the codes and set the standards. I could've been finished in an hour had I stopped to listen! but NNNnnoooOOO, I spent days on it. I am going 10,000,000mph when 70mph would suffice. I am so exhausted that I drop dead every night. I've gone from never sleeping to eight hours not being enough. What's ironic? I kept thinking how bored I was about two months ago. Now, I keep thinking progress movement accomplishment that's more like it! Guess I'll take exhausted happiness over bored un-fulfillment any day.
Angela left a key for us to do the walk through of our house yesterday evening. Yea!!! All hurdles are leaped over with only the closing left. Yea!!! (((singing))) New house new house new house!!! My plants will finally have a permanent home (after three years), mmmm. We'll get to paint any way we darn well please, dig holes, fill holes, make improvements, have peace and quiet, design new things no one has ever see or owned before. I envision it, Ed makes it reality. Period. We constructed a copper arbor that made you stop in your tracks. It was covered with curves and patina. We took a falling down barn and turned into the cutest lil' ol' cottage (for tools) with windows and window boxes, dripping with ivy (contained in the boxes). The next will be the most spectacular kitchen bar. It has never existed any place ever before. I looked and looked for "art piece" bars on line, asked around and nothing even came close to my mind. It doesn't exist. There are blue million squared and curved bars, but mine is free form. And it's covered in copper (since people will only eat on it). I just can't wait to do it. It's the best part of the house. (((singing again))) New house new house new house!!! Chomping at the bit to say the least.
One of the garages Ed manages is attached to the courthouse where our mayor will make his inaugural speech. Ed's been eating up his "authority", saying "Angela, I can't do the walk-through on the house at 2:30 on Friday because I have to meet with the mayor". Said in a slightly elitist tone, jokingly. Not really, that's when the speech happens. Ed will have to make sure everyone is where they need to be and no one is in the garage that shouldn't be. Just his part. Silly guy, but it's fun for him to say.
Edward is doing so well in school. Where I used to worry moment-by-moment, I now never worry about him. He's really settled in and has friends, girlfriends, and routines. He's such a stickler for routines. He's never learned what his father and I both had to learn at his age, go with the flow and make the best of where you are. Think I'll go find my grounded roots and follow that advice.
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