I remember driving home one morning and hearing about one of the Twin Towers being hit by a plane over the radio. I came home turned on the news, and I was telling my sister at the time that is could have been an accident but if another one hit, then it would be definitely deliberate. As soon as those words came out of my mouth, the second Twin Tower got hit. It was a very sad time then. I cried for two weeks straight. When I would see people at stores or passing by, everyone looked like me..puffy eyed and sad looking. It was a depressing time.. It was hard to watch any footage about it without crying since then..except today, while going through this site and the help of everyone's pond pictures relaxing me, to take the edge off of what is so painful to watch and think about.

Ponding and this site is truly therapeutic..This is one way that it is proven to me. Okay..I haven't cried all day so far..So far, it has worked..

Never mind, it's 9:45pm..I am going to cry now..