I've been looking for several years for an old-fashioned Pink Perfection, one whose petals turn down. I have found some whose petals turn up, but that isn't what I want. What I'm looking for is a small, perfect pale pink, with uniform-shaped petals and no visible stamen. Does anyone know where I might find one? That was my favorite flower as a child and now that I'm a settled, seasoned citizen, I sure would like one for my yard.